Thoughts on memories and death

things, objeects, memories – we try to immortalise them try to gloss thema nd coat them with fondness but when the memories are destroyed by an act or a death, the memories are tarnished yet by death we try to make an idol of someone, only telling the good stories/memories gift wrapping each moment and […]

Pain – 15th March

pain is difficult to describe trying to eradicate yourself of this pain I’m squeezing my flesh, rubbing and ripping at my chest I’m trying to upp that out of me, remove it from my being I squeeze and pinch my skin, dig deeper and feel the muscles to grab onto My skin is red and […]

Ideas – 23rd February

Video – write on edible paper and eat/swallow the words   peas, greens, shit, pride, anger, hurt etc – eat your fucking greens Fingers through fabric – mattress make a figure with TV as head – dress it so that tv is behind construction, painting and projection  

My neighbour died today – 22nd February 2016

So I just got a text to say that my neighbour has died….do I rush back?……for what?…….to see another empty body….. a cold and waxy corpse……………what’s the rush what will happen if I don’t go, will she die again? I block the pain out.  It can’t renter my body – I will not allow that. […]