pain is difficult to describe
trying to eradicate yourself of this pain
I’m squeezing my flesh, rubbing and ripping at my chest
I’m trying to upp that out of me, remove it from my being
I squeeze and pinch my skin, dig deeper and feel the muscles to grab onto
My skin is red and sore, raw from attacking it, red from trying to release the pain
I grab my chest where I feel my pain, throwing it’s weight around in my body, laughing at my discomfort and the ridiculousness in how my physical body tries to seperate itself
there is a tree, I am in a car, I could make this so easy