It would have been my mum’s birthday today and I’m so poorly, can’t get up, my chest is being squeezed – and feel like I’ve been kicked in the chest – so I have given up and am laid out on the sofa.

I watched Hitchcock’s The Birds, which I have seen many times – I am interested in the building up of tension – the anxiety, the layering of really shoddy, dodgy film still having the ability to create such feeling and dramatic effect.

Interested in

  • no reasons given, no explanation as to why the birds come
  • many interpretations – look into
  • birdlike quality of some of the characters
  • tensions of three women –  Tipi, Mother, ex lover
  • sexual tension of her arriving – coincides with birds arrival – only one scene where she is accused of being the cause (in cafe)

To do

  • take screen shots to paint – recreate painting? moments that interest me
  • read the novel
  • model/make some crows
  • film scenes – edit scenes from film – or recreate them
  • read around subject